Tag Archives: obese

One Year Anniversary

Posted on February 14, 2014 by shoosharose

Happy One Year Anniversary mybestenemy! These last two months I’ve been ignoring you, but much like a romantic relationship, our relationship has had to shift and redefine now that we are past the wooing stages. Now that I know how … Continue reading →

Posted in Brain Musings/ Interludes/ Reviews and Rants | Tagged anniversary, commitment, creativity, House Hunt, lifestyle changes, obese, One Year Anniversary, politics, soul, The Nation, Theatre, weight loss, writing | 6 Comments

Angry Rant, Well Deserved. (at least in my head)

Posted on December 5, 2013 by shoosharose

Yay first thing in the morning! After dreams all night that my husband was cheating on me and that I decided to divorce him only to get the wrath of his extended family and I was exhausted trying to figure … Continue reading →

Posted in Brain Musings/ Interludes/ Reviews and Rants | Tagged beauty, commitment, Family, Fatty Vaginas, lifestyle changes, obese, style, weight loss | 2 Comments

Maintaining My New (Old) Lifestyle

Posted on September 30, 2013 by shoosharose

Two months ago I broke up with my personal trainer. It was a typical break-up, full of tears, sweat, regret and a small amount of relief. Since, breaking up with Miguel, I’ve had to learn to navigate my New (Old) … Continue reading →

Posted in Brain Musings/ Interludes/ Reviews and Rants | Tagged beauty, commitment, Fatty Vaginas, lifestyle changes, obese, strapless bra, style, Time, weight loss | 10 Comments

Fear, Anger, Guilt and Other Unnecessary Noise

Posted on August 5, 2013 by shoosharose

Another Monday. Another Weigh-In. Another Workout of Tears. How do I look at what is happening to my body? There are so many ways to look at it, so many ways to grapple with the changes, or lack there of. … Continue reading →

Posted in Brain Musings/ Interludes/ Reviews and Rants | Tagged beauty, health, kickball, lifestyle changes, mental-health, No, obese, soul, weigh in, weight loss, workout | Leave a comment

Fictional Tricia and her Fictional Life.

Posted on July 8, 2013 by shoosharose

Frustrated and Angry. I am really trying to not hate my body and brain right now. I just can’t seem to allow myself to get better and feel better and love myself like I should. I have internal bruising from … Continue reading →

Posted in Brain Musings/ Interludes/ Reviews and Rants | Tagged beauty, commitment, friendship, life-style change, obese, self-loathing, sex, unemployment, weight loss | 2 Comments

Weak Minds Work More

Posted on May 6, 2013 by shoosharose

It was weigh-in day today. For the first time I didn’t lose anything… not a pound, not an inch. I gained a quarter inch here and there, and my body fat percentage stayed the same. I wanted to cry as … Continue reading →

Posted in Brain Musings/ Interludes/ Reviews and Rants | Tagged ADD, beauty, commitment, determination, Focus, lifestyle changes, losing inches, obese, style, weak minds, weigh in, weight loss | 2 Comments

Spectrum Perceptions

Posted on April 8, 2013 by shoosharose

Another weigh in today. Another 4 pounds gone, another 5 inches lost. I should be happy. I should be glad of my accomplishments. However, I’ve hit a mental roadblock that kind of scares me. I am aware that I already … Continue reading →

Posted in Brain Musings/ Interludes/ Reviews and Rants | Tagged addictive personality, anorexia, autism, beauty, chicken sandwich, eating disorder, food, misconceptions, nose candy, obese, overeating, reality, spectrum, weight, weightloss | 8 Comments

Books and Articles on Fatty Vaginas (like myself)

Posted on February 18, 2013 by shoosharose

So this week I have had my body image and womanly virtues (or lack there of) stuffed into my face. All week. I’ve got fatty vaginas on the brain. Now I am a “fatty vagina”, and I have been looking at … Continue reading →